JUST A HI!!

SO.. COULD NOT MAKE THE OTHER TEMPLET WORK THAT GOOD.. SO I SWITCHED AGAIN...

REALLY WOUND UP TODAY.. HAD TO GO GET ZAPPED AGAIN FOR THE NO SMOKING THING..

MANY BAD THINGS SEEM TO BE HAPPENING LATLEY

A FRIENDS DAD DIED IN THE HURRICANE IN THE SOUTH.. I FEEL SOO HELPLESS THERE SEEMS THAT THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO TO FIX IT FOR HER

MY BIKE IS NOT PERFECT ANY MORE.. PAUL ACCIDENTLY HIT IT WITH A CAR WHILE IT SAT IN THE DRIVE WAY AT MY HOUSE..

I WAS SOOOOO MAD.. COULD NOT BREATH.. HAD TO SPEND ALOT OF MONEY TO BE ABLE TO HAVE IT RUNNING AGAIN.. THAT REALLY SUCKED.. PAUL DID FEEL REALLY BAD ABOUT IT.. AND HAS TRIED TO MAKE IT UP TO BE.. HE DID FIX MY MOTO AND I DROVE IT TODAY.. BUT ITS STILL HEART BREAKING.. MY MOTO IS NOT PERFECT ANY MORE.. A SIDE NOTE TO THIS IS THAT WHEN MY BIKE FELL OVER IT LANDED ON HIS MOTO.. AND SCRATCHED HIS PAINT.. WE BOTH ARE SICK ABOUT THIS..

SITTING HERE AT WORK BUMMED.. DEPRESSED.. AND BORED..
~SEEMS LIKE JUST WHEN I START TO FEEL BETTER THINGS TAKE A SHIT ON ME..

HAD ONE OF THE WORST ANXIOTY ATTACTS THE OTHER NIGHT.. CALLED A FRIEND.. CAUSE IN THE MATTER OF 20 MINS.. I HAD THOUGHT MANY TIMES THAT PAUL AND RICKEY WOULD BE BETTER WITH OUT ME..
WELL I GOT REALLY SCARED AND CALLED A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE.. SHE TALKED TO ME UNTILL I WAS ABLE TO CALM DOWN ENOUGH TO FINALLY BREATH

I WAS REALLY SCARED AND I CANT THANK HER ENOUGH FOR ALL SHE DID FOR ME THAT NIGHT..
TOO LOOK BACK AT THAT MOMENT REALLY SCARES ME.. BUT I THINK I AM STRONGER FOR GOING THROUGH THAT.. SOUNDS STRANGE BUT TRUE

MAYBE SOME DAY I WILL BE ABLE TO TELL PAUL WHAT HAPPENED THAT NIGHT
AS OF RIGHT NOW I CAN.T.. HE WOULD NOT UNDERSTAND..
IT MAKES ME MAD THAT HE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND ME.

BUT WHAT TO DO.. ONLY RELY ON MY FRIENDS AND NOW BLOGGING..

WELL OFF FOR NOW.. TEMPLETS ARE CHANGING I AM TRYING TO LEARN ALL THAT GOES IN TO THIS..

BTW.. YOU WILL NOW HAVE TO WORD VERFY.. CAUSE OF ALL THE SPAM I HAVE GOTTEN.. SORRY..

LOTS OF LOVE LO-LO